ah-hahahaha. Well, the "lot going through her head" is sort of the point of the piece--a headshot of what's going through there, even if she's not really thinking of or about it--it's still happening? I prefer writing fanfics that do this sort of thing--take a moment, examine it from all sides--rather than trying to write my very own story, because it seems like I ought to expend that kind of effort on regular fiction. Snippets and one-shots are my forte. XD
so wait, does she know about Tamaki now? do I really want to know the answer to that question? Because I love Kyouya/Haruhi more (I guess, with them, I see a chance for growth, whereas with Mori I don't see anything about him changing, regardless of any relationship with Haruhi). And as much as I love Tamaki...unless he's totally managed to move himself out of fantasy realm, I'm still not entirely happy about him-with-Haruhi. Because like even when it's obvious that he's crushing on her, not daddy-loving her, he's still crushing on "my idea of what girl!Haruhi" is versus "who Haruhi actually is." While Kyouya has always (from the first!) seen Haruhi for exactly who she is.
...also the idea of Tamaki maturing enough to see Haruhi for who she really is, uh, saddens me somehow.
anyway, DON'T TELL ME I DON'T WANNA KNOW. any beating-round-the-bush meta comments on the above would be welcome, though.
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Date: 2009-07-23 09:27 pm (UTC)so wait, does she know about Tamaki now? do I really want to know the answer to that question? Because I love Kyouya/Haruhi more (I guess, with them, I see a chance for growth, whereas with Mori I don't see anything about him changing, regardless of any relationship with Haruhi). And as much as I love Tamaki...unless he's totally managed to move himself out of fantasy realm, I'm still not entirely happy about him-with-Haruhi. Because like even when it's obvious that he's crushing on her, not daddy-loving her, he's still crushing on "my idea of what girl!Haruhi" is versus "who Haruhi actually is." While Kyouya has always (from the first!) seen Haruhi for exactly who she is.
...also the idea of Tamaki maturing enough to see Haruhi for who she really is, uh, saddens me somehow.
anyway, DON'T TELL ME I DON'T WANNA KNOW. any beating-round-the-bush meta comments on the above would be welcome, though.